| 夢=ゆめ |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|11:18 pm] |
the title for those who can't read hirigana saids dream and unlike my other one's this was more so of a scary dream then weird.
To bring you in on it this, it starts once again at school and im in class when a girl that I use to have a crush on, she was my longest crush since i've came to A&T, and she is on my myspace friends list, ask me for help. What's scary about this is she is in this semi goth like get up, as in she has an all black dress the kind you see in Asian horror films, and hair similar to that of the girl from the ring just not as long. So she ask me for help but it's in this soft faded voice as if she is on her last breath or something, and just as im getting up to go see what's wrong, Dee-Bo, as in "Tiny" Lister the guy from "Friday" comes out of nowhere and yoke's me, that's when you pull a person back by their neck. Anyway he is all like "what are you doing with my girl", and I say "she is just my friend, I lost my chance to give her my heart", after that it's gets stranger as Dee-Bo now get's on his knee's and now he is begging me to save her. I look up at her and she is now this pale white looking color and she is starting to slowly fade away while screaming this soul cutting cry for help.
After that I woke up, in a bucket of sweat and I was just about to call her when I convince myself that it's all just a dream but it seemed so real, and just thinking about it now gives me chills. |
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| Stole from Chirs |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|02:23 pm] |
Do this and re-post it. I'll do it for j00.
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. |
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| Sometimes you forget that ppl are human |
[May. 23rd, 2006|11:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | unkown | ] |
Well sometime 2day one of my mom's friends had died, and she didn't know how to take it. I mean I knew something was wrong when she went to her room and closed the door, my mom barely closes the door to use the bathroom, so normally her room door is always open. I went in only to find her head in one of her pillows about to cry, she pulled herself 2gether briefly to tell me what had happen and I figure it would be best if I just walked out and let her grieve(sp). It's rare that I see my mom like this at a point where she is just scared and confuse and b/c of that fact it kind of scared me.
For a while i've been trying to deny my on humanity trying to prove to myself and anyone that was around that, a logical sound mind will keep you from the bad feelings of emotional pain and fear. While ideal maybe right, I myself am not the right person to follow thruogh with it, and so I must subcome(sp) to my humanity....atleast for now
As for my mom she is going to make it but it's going to take a while for her to get thru this. |
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| Can You Feel?????? |
[May. 22nd, 2006|08:24 pm] |
Funny I actually had this blog all planed out, but now that i'm typing it, I really don't now where to start. So I guess i'll start by what inspired the title, I recently been learning and translating the lyrics for Hybrid Rainbow (my profile song). After translating the song I came to realize how sad this song really is, I mean yes it is up lifting in saying that there is hope for tomorrow but at the same time being stranded on a island waiting for rescue only to die (i explain more on that later).
Anyway as of recent I 've been feeling as if i'm stranded(metaphorically), I mean, even tho most of my friends live inside NC, I have no way of visiting them, as for my hometown friends (which im plder than them all) most of them are preparing for the working world decideding either to go to a C.C.(comunity College), the Army, or just fallen off the face of the Earth. As for my family, my mom and my sister have been getting worse and worse, my mom supects my sister of stealing from her(Bank card, and cash), my sister is acting more and more immature, and my nephew is getting on my nerves, I know im suppose to love my nephew and take care of him but not when his mom is in the house and has decided to just close the door to avoid being bother with him I mean really what kid of paranting is that. I mean my sister so far has successfully ruined most of the major Holiday's, example past mother's day my mom's car had broken down so she rented a car, my sister wanted to borrow the rental car and told our mom she would be right back. Our mom wanted to go to her mothers grave and put flowers on her grave for mothers day, but my sister never return(came back like after church service was over), by that time my mom Blood Pressure had hit the roof and came back down, and so far the fighting between those to have been getting worse. I guess it has always been this bad and im just not use to spending this much time at home. But back to the point of this post for some reason it seems like when things start to get me down around here I for some reason or another start to here Yamanaka Sawao scream "Can You Feel That Hybrid Rainbow", and all I can do is nod as the hope for tomorrow sets in.
Anyway thats all for now, I Leave you all asking Can You Feel That Hybrid Rainbow????
Ashita wo Motteru. |
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| Nihongo benkyou |
[Apr. 12th, 2006|01:31 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
僕わ昨日ねぼうしました。そして日本語のクラス行けました。そして大学の店で
飲物.かいました。それからダトハッコ遊びました。それから僕とエヴァンわマリ
ボヴァツスカプカモ2(奇蹟対カプカマ2)遊びました。今、僕わ寝ます。お休みな
さい みなーさん |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|08:16 pm] |
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| |  Festive(sp) | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jingle Bell Rock | ] |
Well it's time for another installment of sick sad world, it's Christmas Time and you know what that means, Santa on his way try to kill Jesus with his slay but b4 I go any further with that lets make and entry.
Enter baka04 the 21 year old virgin. Yoroshiku ne?
( The Good )
( The Bad )
( The WTF )
Next time on sick sad world the story of santa and how he plotted with the easter bunney to kill Jesus on sick sad world. |
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| funny test |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
I came across this great page which predicts your future Love life with the help of a set of advanced mathematical calculations based on the concept of human psychology. It is extremely accurate as long as you have answered the set of 15 questions honestly and seriously. This award winning website was developed by a group of renowned psychologists. Even if you're still skeptical, just go ahead and try it for yourself, after all, you have nothing to lose!
Hint: You won't regret this!
http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1134353808rgg |
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| Realizations, get ready for a small rant. |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|05:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  not really bad not really good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | You-Samurai CHamploo OST | ] |
Things that im starting to realize now that the year is almost over with.
1.Haven't accomplish any of my new years resolutions(I still have no girl friend and my gpa is suffering)
2.Apparently ppl are dumb-er than I thought they where(i'll get back to that l8r)
3.In my 4 yrs at A&T I have advance very little in my major(i've only passed 2 classes pretaining to my major, thinking of changing again to comp Sci instead of sticking with COmp E)
4.My family(mother mainly) is hiding(sp) things from me(I kinda know that right now we have money probs and most likely have to move after this yr. or maybe even sooner like this week. Praying to prevent this)
5.It's either me or im getting weirder(mainly the prob with me not getting a girl friend)
6.Running out of time as far as skool goes(if I have to stay in skool for more than 1&1/2yr they are going to cut my Finacial aid)
7.Getting more mature(actually reading the news paper instead of watching the news)
8.I need to get my licence(sp)
9.PPL actually think that im dumb(someone try to explain something to me at work and did so as if I where slow, also this yrs IQ test im at 143-146 range below genius but above above average go fig)
10.At a point in my life where im not sure where I want to go or what I want to do(Feels strange im use to knowing myself as far as what i want to do, being able to keep my kool, control my emotions, and my life, now it just seem like something has said fuck you and life really did)
11.My insomia is getting worse(I can run on less than an hr of sleep and fucntion perfectly well for the most part.
These things aren't necessaraly bad but not necessaraly good
ALSO ON A SIDE NOTE HAPPY B_DAY MOM I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER SEE THIS BUT STILL JUST GOT TO SHOW MY LOVE |
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| A test and a can of whip ass, why are the blondes always the dumb ones |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|11:21 am] |
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| | THey not going to get us-Tatu | ] |
Pretty much im scar-ed for life Hack slashed and im going to spend like the 30 mins studying for a test that I must past, but in the mist of it all I still managed to kick Evan's ass so it sort of all even out. on to p of that I may have even learn an infinate for MVC2 not sure b/c have't had the chance to try it out it seems ez enough so I figure that I can get it maybe after 2 trys. And thats it yeah I know it's a lame ass entry but until i find something that actualy worth posting this is all you get. |
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| Cheapness in video games, what it means, and the rules. |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
Okay this is coming from a series of events that happen last night. What happen you may, or may not ask? Easy I pretty much pwnd in almost every game I played in last night, for the exception of K.O.F.M.I. and was called cheap for doing so. They mainly CJ,Dave,ROb, and im not sure but i think Maruiz all claim that I won do to cheapness. I think it was CJ who beat me in Soul Caliber 3 with a cheap ass character(the guy had a freaking grab that didn't really have to touch you,kinda like Jinpachi's stomp move from Tekken) and said, "...look who im playing the cheapist person in the room, poison defeats poison...." I would have shrugged it off and thought nothing of it but damn it im tired of being called the cheapist player in the group. SO what im doing is letting you ppl know what I think it means to be cheap means. Example one, doing a freaking move thats unblockable and at the same time almost impossible to dodge, like 5 times in one match. Another example relaying on guard damge to kill an oppnent, im not saying that if the person has like less than a fraction of a energy left and you decided to use guard damage to kill him, thats not cheap, I mean like doing a freaking Hodoken(sp) an entire match and realying on the guard damage to take them down enough to kill them. So what im doing is making a rule of cheapness and when and how to call cheapness.
Rules of Chepness:Ture said it best, "....you can only call a person cheap after you kicked their ass in that game...." with that said I present you with these rules.
1.Cheapness may only be called in the 1st and 2nd round(if it's first to 3 and some one already has 2), in the event that both ppl have won 2 rounds each(and it's first to 3) then and only then Cheapness may be called in the final round.
2.A move is only cheap if it can't be block, ez to perform, and can be repeated before your character can reset it's frame and it is outside a juggle. Example jinpachi's freaking foot stomp move you know the one and if your not sure ask me and i'll show it to you, or even better True Orge's Fire Breath.
3.If someone swings high and you decided to swing low with a certain move, and if they swing high again and you use the same move again thats not cheap it's called a counter hit.
4.If your hit with the same move four times in a row and it doesn't conflict with rule 2 it's your own damn fault you should have blocked it after the second time.
5.If you use the same combo(juggle) twice in a match thats not cheap, but if you use that combo(juggle) only in that match and win you can call cheapness. Exception 1. If the player using the Juggle is a noob let it slide. Exception 2.If the game has preset combos like with Dragon Ball Budokai.
6.If you fall on the ground an your opponent decideds not to let you get up that is fair. Example:Tekken 5 Steve's low punch thing if it knocks you on the ground it will hit you 3 or 4 time depending on the angle and how high you bounce.
7.Infinites and semi infinites are not cheap they take a hell of a lot of skill and luck and timing to pull off. Example Tekken 5 Steve's Cobra Weave Combo, if it counter hits you put the controller down you lost and it was your own fault. Semi Infinites Lei Wu Longs spinning back fist combo it will hit you for like 7 or 8 times before you fall.
8.IN THE EVENT THAT CHEAPNESS IS CALLED THE PERSON PERFORMING THE CHEAPNESS WILL GIVE UP THE CONTROLLER. I can careless if im called on being cheap b/c im in it to win plus it's still just a game.
with that I end this making of the rules. more rules can and will probably be added if you have any suggestion or see anything that I missed(i missed alot of stuff I know) then add them to the commits list. ALso these are the rules that Im going to be playing by so if you want to call me on this you can.
Now for part 2 of this rant is for everybody hating on the arcade stick and telling me im trying to be an Evo(it's a fighting game tournament one of the biggist in the world) poser, Evo did not make the arcade stick. On top of that i've been playing with the arcade stick for most of my gaming life and considering that I have been gaming since I was 3 and been playing in arcades since i was 5(stop around age 8 b/c i didn't have the funds or the ride) long before evo, im not trying to be a poser. Really all im trying to do is add a little excitement to my video gaming fun, been playing with the D-pad for so long that I can play most of my games with the damn thing upsidedown that goes for fighters or extreme sports or just about any of my games. Also playing with an arcade stick shows a little extra commitment in trying to improve your skill b/c you have to be extra precise with your moves(for certain games) which basically strips away most of you cheapness right there. SO what im saying is get on my level get an arcade stick and get on my level. Now im going to end this rant, one b/c I have to get ready for work and two b/c I have no heat in my house currently. SO ppl l8r |
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